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Hello everyone that is reading this, I just wanted to speek my mind and maybe help some people that may be going through what I am going through. So before we dive deep into my life I just wanted to let you know what I am talking about first. The topic I will be going into is Transgender; I myself am a Transwoman and I want to help those whom may not have or have not opened up themselves to others. I shall begin with my early childhood; then move on to me coming open to my friends; to my college life, their support; and then finally the start of my transition to what I am currently at. But before I dive into that I am letting you know that I am not here to be pitiful or looking for people to feel sad about me. I am letting everyone in a community that I have been a part of for years be on my journey with me as friends, so lets begin! My Childhood began as most children did carefree and full of happy thoughts. I had a couple friends, most drifted apart one stayed his name is Andrew man our childhood was awesome. His house was the bomb since he lived in my neighborhood across from my Aunt Marilyn I would hang out with him all the time. We would play in his creepy basement on his arcade machines, yes you read that right arcade machines. Man those were awesome we would play Contra and Bad Dudes all the time. I believe they had 10-15 arcade machines. His basement every time we would go down there we would be thinking there was a scary monster down there and when one of us went upstairs not to long the other one would run up after. Also the bathroom light was next to a electric metal cord so if you missed you would get a good zap, and it was always dark so if you missed you would feel it! When I was the age of 11 I had 1 female friend, I cant remember her name since that was 12-13 years ago I will probably remember it latter. She lived down my street and This is when I started realizing more about my true self. We would do makeovers all the time, we would play in her backyard and I always wanted a Polly Pocket cause she had one and I was jelious. I started asking myself why I liked these things. "am I ***", "why am I different", "is this wrong". Soon after my first couple days knowing her it got out in my public school. I was beaten, made fun of, looked down upon. I was called "***", "queer". They soon realized I wore woman's jeans and was called "cross dresser". I didn't understand when ever I looked in the mirror I saw a beautiful girl but to them all they saw was a freak. when I got into grade 7 I failed a year so grade 8 I should of been I was switched out of school because I had 'anger problems...' I tried to hide my true self from others. I became friends with lots of people because I was the quiet chilled out kid in the class. I didn't cause any problems with anyone and left my old self behind but at home I would still be my true self when nobody was around. My high-school life was where I made some of my current friends and the more mature crowd I see from time to time today. I still hid my true self but I was still into girl stuff and I still was not sure why I liked these things. I was in a high school that was filled with stupid people and those whom would probably go to jail after dropping out before graduating. I didn't want to be noticed in high-school because of my public school life, So whenever I meet someone from public school that beat me up I would say all the time to them. "Who are you?" and they would look speechless and I would walk away. This helped me form new relationship with them and made me more mature around them since I was kind to them. Deep down I wanted to fit in with the girls in my school but when I tried memories would pop back up so I was quiet. After high-school I went into adult education right away and now I am at college after taking 1 year off to relax. I was now out of my parents house so I was less stressed out from not having their rules. I thought it was time, I started coming out to my friends I already came out to my parents saying I was bi-sexual so this was an easy thing to do. So I was on the phone with my friend Eli and I was like "hey I have something to say I don't know how to put it" all they say is let me guess you are Transgender? All I could do is laugh and laugh in so much happiness knowing my friends knew all this time made such a big thing on my chest feel lighter so I could breath more and more. I slowly came out to my college friends and knowing each of them that I had were supportive of me I knew this is the time to start. The college I am currently attending helped me so much they found me a Doctor in my area and I waited from November to April to start on the medication for estrogen and anti testosterone. I am currently on those medication and now have started my journey. I plan on having surgeries done and want to show the world what I see! I will be glad to keep everyone of you posted here and if you have any questions feel free to ask and I will answer them to the best of my abilities.

2014-05-18 00:05:00 Author: WESFUN Posts: 1336

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I'm glad you made this post, WES! Much love and support from the LBPC Crew! <3 -hyper

2014-05-18 00:55:00 Author: hyperdude95 Posts: 1793

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Thanks Hyper I will keep all of you informed with everything that's happening with my transition. End of this month ill be on my medication for almost 2 months and I am going to be going through the process of name change and getting a whole new wardrobe and getting rid of my male clothes.

2014-05-18 01:34:00 Author: WESFUN Posts: 1336

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We would do makeovers all the time, we would play in her backyard and I always wanted a Polly Pocket cause she had one and I was jelious.. Pfffft. Polly in my Pocket was rubbish..... Mighty Max is where it's at! #nostalgia Have you decided what you'll change your name to? Will it be the female equivalent of your current name (eg I'm Alistair, so mine would probably be Alison)? I guess that'd be a bit boring though?

2014-05-19 09:47:00 Author: Ali_Star Posts: 4085

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I have chosen to change my name to Zoey Marilyn Lunn I am going to be getting that done at the end of this month but still debating on changing my legal last name also or keeping it

2014-05-19 20:06:00 Author: WESFUN Posts: 1336

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When I was the age of 11 I had 1 female friend, I cant remember her name since that was 12-13 years ago I will probably remember it latter. She lived down my street and This is when I started realizing more about my true self. We would do makeovers all the time, we would play in her backyard and I always wanted a Polly Pocket cause she had one and I was jelious. I started asking myself why I liked these things. "am I ***", "why am I different", "is this wrong". That pretty normal and goes both ways. Unless you honestly believe girls spend all their time playing with dolls and aren't jelly of the boys with their bikes.

2014-05-21 13:38:00 Author: Ayneh Posts: 2454

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That pretty normal and goes both ways. Unless you honestly believe girls spend all their time playing with dolls and aren't jelly of the boys with their bikes. I'll try to remember that Cause dolls and action figures are the same

2014-05-21 21:27:00 Author: WESFUN Posts: 1336

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Will you be changing your sackboy to a sackgirl or have you already done that?

2014-05-23 10:30:00 Author: Ali_Star Posts: 4085

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Will you be changing your sackboy to a sackgirl or have you already done that? Already taken care of

2014-05-23 12:21:00 Author: WESFUN Posts: 1336

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SO my name change is gonna have to wait till next month as I dont have the 130$ for it right now cause I needed a new pc cause mine sucked

2014-06-01 19:45:00 Author: WESFUN Posts: 1336

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I have chosen to change my name to Zoey Marilyn Lunn I am going to be getting that done at the end of this month but still debating on changing my legal last name also or keeping it Good luck with your adventure. My thoughts on your name change is your last name is still your family and why change that. I would think your parents and family would appreciate the respect shown by at least keeping that. My half cent on the subject.

2014-06-01 19:58:00 Author: jwwphotos Posts: 11383

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I ditto what Jww said! I don't like my last name as its misspelled differently than others in my family, but I would keep it. -hyper

2014-06-02 03:43:00 Author: hyperdude95 Posts: 1793

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Good luck with your adventure. My thoughts on your name change is your last name is still your family and why change that. I would think your parents and family would appreciate the respect shown by at least keeping that. My half cent on the subject. I ditto what Jww said! I don't like my last name as its misspelled differently than others in my family, but I would keep it. -hyper Thanks guys will do, I will Change it to what I have already desired. Just got to wait for my next pay and will go and start it. It will take 3 months to change and then YAY!

2014-06-02 07:57:00 Author: WESFUN Posts: 1336

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next month is my next appointment I hope everything is going well in the hormone treatment. I am so thankful to my friends that are supportive in my time of needing them as continuous support by just being their friend. I am glad I can live my life as who I am truly not hidden in a maze of locked doors. I am glad I am being my inner self and not just a shadow in the mirror.

2014-06-10 10:29:00 Author: WESFUN Posts: 1336

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That's a very poetic way of putting it!

2014-06-10 10:33:00 Author: Ali_Star Posts: 4085

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Thank you for sharing this with us, I congratulate you on getting through such a difficult time, and wish you all the best for the future. From the sounds of it youre already doing amazingly well, and with regards to the name change i think your new name sounds awesome! <3 Much love, i wish you all the best and hope youre getting all the support you require. Welcome to the LGBT community, if you need any local support networks i know of some us support sites that i used to moderate which i can send you links to (if there still up) ; pm me if you have any questions

2014-06-10 18:43:00 Author: flamingemu Posts: 1872

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Thank you for sharing this with us, I congratulate you on getting through such a difficult time, and wish you all the best for the future. From the sounds of it youre already doing amazingly well, and with regards to the name change i think your new name sounds awesome! <3 Much love, i wish you all the best and hope youre getting all the support you require. Welcome to the LGBT community, if you need any local support networks i know of some us support sites that i used to moderate which i can send you links to (if there still up) ; pm me if you have any questions Welcoming her(?) to the LGBT community means you are one! And at one point, you said you wanted a boyfriend... meaning you are either G or T! MEaning you are a guy! I finally figured it out! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Or you're B more leaning more toward Hetero. ... I can't figure this out. Anyway, on topic, good luck with life and stuff Wesfun. Just continue doing what you're doing, yo. RAWK out.

2014-06-10 18:49:00 Author: RockSauron Posts: 10882

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Thanks for both of your support <3

2014-06-11 06:43:00 Author: WESFUN Posts: 1336

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next week I have my appointment ill give you an update on Tuesday I just got my birth certificate so I am getting my name change soon probably at the end of july I hope I get info on my voice surgery that I want

2014-07-06 14:03:00 Author: WESFUN Posts: 1336

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You go girl!

2014-07-06 15:49:00 Author: SnipySev Posts: 2452

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I have just started breast growth and am becoming more emotional them hormones give you boobs but take a toll on you <3

2014-07-27 04:12:00 Author: WESFUN Posts: 1336

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Hey, thanks for sharing with us! Very inspirational. I'm sure everyone here in LBPC is proud of you, and we hope that everything in your life goes well! <3

2014-07-27 12:04:00 Author: SwagosPuntos Posts: 237

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the continuous support of the lbpc community makes going through this very heartwarming and awesome Thanks everyone <3

2014-07-29 11:57:00 Author: WESFUN Posts: 1336

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60/130 saved for my namechange just an update on how my progress is doing

2014-08-02 01:44:00 Author: WESFUN Posts: 1336

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Ummm not sound rude or anything but I thought this thread was about you going through well.... Ummmm puberty. This will get removed im sorryhttp://i.cubeupload.com/yy7ufZ.png Anyway this post is very inspirational to some people!mYour friend Andrew must be rich to be owning 10-15'aecade machines please tell me he had Pong,PAC man or Space Invaders!

2014-08-03 00:08:00 Author: TheKillerSack Posts: 49

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so next month I have another appointment and im excited for that since my breast development is going smoothly and im so happy that everything is going great

2014-09-28 20:21:00 Author: WESFUN Posts: 1336

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Hello Zoey Marilyn Lunn, how's it going?

2014-10-15 12:06:00 Author: hamorgan Posts: 145

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going great if you want to message me drop me a inbox message

2014-10-22 22:55:00 Author: WESFUN Posts: 1336

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Congratulations, what a brave human being. You sound like a really strong person! Keep going and always be happy

2014-10-29 12:58:00 Author: Kyesty Posts: 97

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Good luck with your journey a relative of mine is doing the same thing right now so I can have an idea of what it means

2014-12-01 03:55:00 Author: Rovelius Posts: 74

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My name change has been sent now I just have to wait for my acceptance Thank you all for your awesomeness <3

2015-02-28 00:17:00 Author: WESFUN Posts: 1336

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Congratulations! I wish you all the luck in the world!

2015-02-28 19:41:00 Author: wolfbrother117 Posts: 150

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Oh, Wes!! I am so happy to hear about this journey of yours, and I wish you all the best!! Glad to see that you're figuring things out since I've last spoken to/ seen you.

2015-03-01 22:43:00 Author: LilyHoncho Posts: 20

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You go girl! ... Geddit? /giggles /runs

2015-03-01 23:07:00 Author: RockSauron Posts: 10882

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You go girl! ... Geddit? /giggles /runs Random thought... what's the male equivalent of the phrase "you go girl"?

2015-03-02 09:36:00 Author: Ali_Star Posts: 4085

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Random thought... what's the male equivalent of the phrase "you go girl"? Go man or go for it dude?

2015-03-02 12:20:00 Author: Rabid-Coot Posts: 6728

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Go man or go for it dude? Nah... not sassy enough.

2015-03-02 14:48:00 Author: Ali_Star Posts: 4085

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Nah... not sassy enough. You go guy?

2015-03-02 16:24:00 Author: Shooter0898 Posts: 996

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Random thought... what's the male equivalent of the phrase "you go girl"? You go, gurrl!

2015-03-02 18:38:00 Author: FreeAim Posts: 2462

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