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Anyone ever just been sat awake at night, or at any point, and just had some really depressing and/or morbid thoughts? Sparked by the 'Funeral Songs' thread, i realized that i had, in fact, had many of these moments, including the realization i probably won't live much past 30, things like that.... Just wondering if it's normal, or if i am clinically insane/depressed (or at least, more than i though...) that's right, another happy thread.

2010-01-19 23:09:00 Author: Unknown User

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Hey! I'm certainly not a professional on this issue, but I'm around it a lot. I wouldn't say having these kinds of thoughts are completely abnormal, but that depends on how far you go with them. Thoughts like this can be brought on by multiple factors: boredom, depression, lack of feeling wanted/needed, lack of self-worth, etc. I don't know how old you are, but the biggest thing I've noticed in teens today is their lack of self-worth. Although it's hard to have self-worth if you're not sure about who you are (your identity). Maybe you need to figure out YOU .. and then DO something positive about what's really bothering you (the reason you said you won't live much past 30). Why do something about it? Because you're worth it. However, I have to say this, if you're having suicidal thoughts, then yes, you need to seek help asap. Chin up

2010-01-19 23:25:00 Author: Powershifter Posts: 668

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Yeahhh... i do i guess :/ I have a pretty sick imagination sometimes but it's not as if i go screaming about it, it's pretty easy to suppress xD Always wondered if something would push me over the edge some day but i doubt i'm THAT messed up

2010-01-19 23:50:00 Author: Dexiro Posts: 2100

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You need to stop listening to death metal man

2010-01-19 23:53:00 Author: Incinerator22 Posts: 3251

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Yeahhh... i do i guess :/ I have a pretty sick imagination sometimes but it's not as if i go screaming about it, it's pretty easy to suppress xD Always wondered if something would push me over the edge some day but i doubt i'm THAT messed up Good to hear

2010-01-20 00:18:00 Author: Powershifter Posts: 668

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Welcome to the human race is what I have to say. One of my favorite things about the nightime bed-lie is that it's when the dark little pieces of your insides tend to squirm and wake up and make themselves known. My bedside notepads are when I get a lot of my best, and weirdest ideas, and sometimes I'll read back over them and have zero memory of writing things down and wonder "what in the hell was I on??" Depression, dark fantasies of death and loved ones dying and misery happening - If there's a time for this stuff to come out, it's at night in bed. Again, I would say: "Welcome to the human race". but I'll qualify that by agreeing with powershifter and saying that some of us might tend to take these things farther than we should. If by mid-day the following day you're still feeling exactly the same as those dark times in bed, then yeah, maybe there's a bit of a problem. But if they're relegated to those dark solitary thoughts in the quiet room in the middle of the night, I think that's normal and, dare I say, healthy??

2010-01-20 01:43:00 Author: Teebonesy Posts: 1937

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yep - all the time. I agree with Teebonesy. I think it's normal and healthy to think them but what you choose to do with those thoughts is what matters. Simply asking the question "am I that messed up" and "is this normal" makes me think your just fine.

2010-01-20 01:59:00 Author: Morgana25 Posts: 5983

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I used to have a lot of these days, mostly because I have a problem with bullies. It's not a nice feeling, kind of like dread, severely miserable, right in the pit of your stomach and dragging any point above that down with it. Sometimes I get it for no reason at all, maybe just a dream I don't remember, but it sends your whole day into a whirlpool. The more you think about it and the longer it drags along the worse you start to feel, when you pass by a mirror and cringe because you're looking at yourself through the wrong eyes until you're basically crying. The person I wrote about before, umm... its pretty cool to come home and just play a game with someone, and hes even helped me out when ive been depressed is probably the best reason I have for not feeling like that much anymore, he's just so cheerful, makes me laugh, it helps a lot

2010-01-20 02:10:00 Author: Minty Posts: 29

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Oh don't get me wrong, i'm not complaining, i really couldn't care less. Was just interested to see if anyone else had them

2010-01-20 16:51:00 Author: Unknown User

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Yep, I usually think my deteriorating health and mobility, however I then try to drown out my thoughts with music before I get too depressed.

2010-01-20 16:56:00 Author: Boomy Posts: 3701

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Good to hear I was in a bad mood when i wrote that, it's a little exaggerated

2010-01-21 00:17:00 Author: Dexiro Posts: 2100

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